Thought I'd gone and done with all the moping? So did I and felt I'd I have little else to add in one place or another but a stressful weekend hasn't helped to brighten my mood. A tense atmosphere isn't anything new but could always be alleviated with a chat to Amanda - yes, I'm still missing her.
   For some reason this morning feels particularly empty which may have something to do with being moved by her husband posting tracks to her last night under the #RIPAmanda hashtag with little messages as the 2 week anniversary of her death passed. Also constant reminders highlight how empty everything feels without her. I can't go to work without being surrounded by hops - something we used to joke about. Posted a photo holding hop pellets in my hand and sent photos of silly signs from around the Brewery about cleaning up after weighing Hops.
  Hopefully if other things are resolved soon, that may help.